Wednesday, May 28, 2008

We are not two we are one

I've been reading the Upanishads
at work. It's been nice. But then it was pretty crazy that you were listening to music from a movie about India, and then so was I, but by accident (it was in a car I was in).
And the song kept saying
We are not two we are one
Which is what I was writing last night.

Which is all pretty crazy.

I will probably forget about today in the long run.

I will only remember today as a border of yesterday, maybe (who knows what will happen) as a border of tomorrow. But not for itself. Today was just another day. And considering today is day TWO of the great adventure, that's pretty encouraging.

I have focused a lot of my energy into making this change into something that is more like a change in key, more like a change in rhythm than a change in band, a change in genre. The song that we sing, I want to keep singing. And I know that there needs to be a tempo change, and maybe a key change, and maybe some instruments rotated in or out. But this is all still one song for me. One song that includes cow jokes and line walking and string tears and a bucketful of magical realism.

I've been thinking a lot about HoL and how that book is a lot about the language that develops between two people that are deeply connected, how that is the only code that is unbreakable.

A pair of people can be just as solipsistic as a single person, but its way more fun with two people than it ever could be with one.

Another 10 hour day tomorrow. Goodness me.
It's kind of fun knowing that I am the equivalent of a nerve repairman. But the job is less glorious than it could be. I guess platelets don't exactly live a live of glamor. But my job, replacing broken cell phones, is more like a nerve cell cluster that controls the re-growth of nerve connections, so thats at least somewhat more complicated than just being a platelet.
Not to be down on those guys: they did their job in Windsor when the tornado hit.

Yeah. I am talking in code that only two or maybe three people understand. It is time for rest.
I think.

But.
We are not two we are one
Goodness that's important.
So Much.
So much.
We are not two we are one.




We are not two we are one

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